I have a long time didn't update anythings here-around 2 months and 21 days. There has some changes in that 2 month days.The first that I have to congratulate myself is that I have became a Year 2 student, hwaiting!!Finish your studies in 2013 sharply!!!......Maybe you will think that I was crazy...haha...I really crazy already.Actually I feel lost since this sem start. Maybe can say that I never laugh and smile "sincerely". You maybe feel nothing wrong with me, saw me smile, laugh and so on...but actually when I went back and think it back, can't make me smile again and stay down till sleep. Thats why I always go to Yuan's room after I settle everything and only back when I feel tired.
I can say that I feel lonely since this sem start. This feeling has follow me since last sem, but this time, it has becomes stronger and stronger. Maybe what sian said is true, is my "psycho effect".......
You may not understand what I wrote...because I also don't know what I writing....I really feel lost at this moment....
