带我走……who can bring me go away??or lead me out??

I'm damn tired....feel bored..stress......who can lead me out??I feel lost again...why and when I lost...I don't know....When I was tired...the place that I miss so much is my home, my parents' smile....Sorry daddy, don't miss me so much..I know you miss me..How I know??Your voice told me...I will going back on this weekend...and please don't worry for me to stay in Kampar here...

泪……

泪……你可以变重一点吗？……你太轻、太容易滑下来了……你太容易落下了…还是控制你的神经线变了才让你弄得如此容易滑落？……神经线，你能变坚强点吗？……

我承诺过我自己，我不会再为这些事，留下一滴眼泪……刚开始时我以为我做到了……但到了今天，我才发现……我根本做不到……

你可以坚强一点吗？？