Saturday, August 20, 2011

end..

now is almost the end of the trimester...Now is the time to end everything, neither academic or personal issue. Luckily and finally,I found the balance point already...On the beginning pf this trimester I was really feel uncomfortable with everything, balance point was lost...Haha, I finally found it back...

I not going to denial that I always lost my balance point easily. Sze has asked me before, is that something happened last time?..Such a good question for me...In memory, nothing special happened, just like a normal kid..Got a few thing I can remember but not that clear..It's a memory in kindergarten. I have told a lie to my mom that I was being bully by my friend ( till nowadays I still can't remember whether he's really bullied me or I hate his face and tell this lie)and my mom go to find that kesian child when she send me to school...My mom is fierce lo...Really very sorry, that child. I only remember till this part. I have try my best to recall back on why I have to tell this lie.So sorry.

Other things, my mom always cane me and throw me outside the house till my neighbor still remember about it nowadays. So many video appear in my mind now...My daddy is hug me when he is doing orders of  the customer (my parents was open restaurant last time)..and me and my parents always go to cinema and shopping during weekend by Proton saga o..haha...I using saga nowadays but it's new version. My mom told me that last time there are 2 version of saga in the balcony of the house in Sungai Siput..but sagas leave us one by one after restaurant closed and when my parents buy the house that I was staying now...After that, the only transportation in my home is bicycle..Haha, I was smiling now, you know why??..Really many "video" about the bicycle with me and my parents..

When there is only bicycle as our main transportation, my parents are really no choice, They have to fetch me by bicycle, but I can't remember whether my mom fetch me more or my daddy fetch me more..But what I can remember is my daddy..Haha, my daddy is really funny. When my mom is staying in hospital to give birth for my sister, he always fetch me to eat "wan tan mee" by using that bicycle..I was 7yrs old that time and going to school by bus, Before I enter the bus, I asked my dad, you will cook tonite rite??I was naif and trusted my daddy that he can cook. When I'm happy to see him after get out from the bus, he told me that, "Come, we go out and eat!!".haiz..Can you imagine, the road condition last time was worst and I was sitting behind on the bicycle?I was really bored when my mom staying in hospital and in my grandma house. Every morning I have to go to my neighbour's house while my father is going out to work. My neighbor is a tuition teacher, so, it's normal to call me to do exercise every morning  till my father get me chicken rice and accompany me to waiting for bus.I also wonder how I survive with that bored...

My daddy really sayang me..hehe...that day my mom told me that my daddy has fetch me to funfair last time by bicycle. That funfair quite far away from my house, it's opposite to Emas nowadays..Haha..TQ daddy, saranghae..^^

Sunday, August 14, 2011

学习着慢慢走出来……

我还在学习着慢慢走出来,因为我做不来……时间,果然是灵丹……现在说不痛是假的,但至少,真的没以前刚开始时那么痛了……睡眠也比以前好了……但是黑眼圈比以前严重了......T_T