离家的第一天

虽说不是第一次离家……但这是到目前为止我离家最远的一次……看着部落格的你，可能离家比我更远……这是我离家最远的第一次，所以，相信，你应该也忘不了，你，第一离家的感觉吧……这正是我现在的心情……

泪堤还是防不了我的泪水袭击，崩溃了~熟我的人都知道我是超容易流泪的，这次当然也不例外……可是在我家人眼里，我是个坚强的女儿，不容易掉泪的……我本来想说，躲在厕所就好了……怎么知道，从厕所出来后，继续打包我的行李时，妈妈走过来提醒我这样那样……omg~~泪水还是掉……这是我事隔三年，第一次在他眼前掉泪……跟我感情很好的妹妹， 也因不舍，哭了……哈哈……话说三年前我去金宝读书时，他也是哭了……那时我没哭……

好不容易止住眼泪了……在我要启程的时候……哎，我阿嬷又来惹我流泪……结果整家看到我流泪的说……爸爸反应很大……他是在骂我……………………哼！！一点也不领我不舍他的情……说到：“你这样要怎样驾车哦？？我真不懂你要怎样驾车……”~~脸还臭给我看……老爸，你好耶！！！ 哼~~~

不懂是不是因为母亲节……我很想念妈妈……我是甚少想念我妈的说……可能是我妈也不舍我的缘故吧！在我要走的前几个星期，一直煮我爱吃的……也一直给钱我，怕我在这大城市不够钱用……

妈，母亲节快乐……虽然我一直都跟你斗嘴， 但我真的很想你~~妈，saranghae~~不要担心我，我会过得很好的~~^.^

Time Flies....

Hi, long time no see, my blogger readers!!!Such a long time I didn't update this blog...I'm sorry if you are my blog's fan...LOL(I know I think too much~~)...Well, now is 2.46 am 5.5.2012. First at all, I would like to say Happy Wesak Day to all Buddhist friends. 


You may wonder why I haven't sleep at this time... I just enjoyed Korean variety show--Running Man..Oh gosh!!!It's really funny!!!..You may also think that I'm crazy...stay till midnight just for the variety show..But do you know that it may my last enjoyment??=(


This few weeks is my exam weeksss...I'm damn stress!!!!!!!!!This sem is really stress me a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...I really very worry about the paper that I had sat on Thursday--Communication Theories....I really worry and scare that...I can't afford to fail!!!!GOD, BLESS ME PLEASE!!!I really scare and worry!!!I'm so tension for this....please...


This sem is really made me suffer till the max...Oppsss....can't say this first..I can see that the coming sem is going more tough and stress!!!!Next sem, I will going to have my internship...I declared that, I sure will try my best to prove myself!!!!!!!This internship chance is really hard to get!!!!!!I appreciated it very much!!!For this, I  really thanks God's blessing....Thanks for giving me chance!!!!On the other hand, I would like to say thank you and I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!!Without your protect and patient, I definitely can't get this internship chance!!!..saranghae, appa!! (In Korean means I Love You, daddy!!..if not mistaken..XD)...Do you guys what my daddy done for me??...


He fetch me travel along from Ipoh to Kuala Lumpur for interview. He purposely take leave, fetch me and accompany me to attend interview for twice. For the first interview, my mom  and sister also travel along as my sister never go to KL before...That time is really meaning for me...Because, my family really very very seldom travel to other state as well....This is the photo that is taken the day after I attended the interview...See, I smile happily...=)..Love my family...muacksssss!!!!!

My Lovely Family!!=)

Well, I failed (touch wood!!! because it's exam period!!!taboo!!!!..T^T) for the first interview and thats why I have to travel to KL for second time...haiz...but luckily, I success to get the internship this time!!!!For the second interview, my mom and sister is not following. 


I would never forget this day. That day, I reached the company earlier (as usual to make sure I'm not late)...but I'm reach too early...Appointment is made at 10.30am, and I reached there at around 8.30 am...Haiz...no choice, just because I worry I will stuck in traffic jam...I just woke up early and prepare to reach there..Earlier is better than late...haha...but it's too early, I know..=)..never mind, it's what should I do..


I waited until 10.10 am, I walked in to the lobby for the interview session. This interview session is spent around 2 hours, I think...I'm given an English press release to translate it into chinese version....My english level, as you notice, it's just acceptable level..that translation is a bit difficult, and I keep on refers to dictionary..XD...But..haiz...in the half way, feeling is come...What feeling is that??...haiz...feeling that wanna go to washroom lo....I can't deal with it after I "tahan" it for almost 30 minutes..I just finish the translation as fast as possible, I can't bear with that feeling..and I tell the girl that sit beside me (she's also doing translation as well)..If the interviewer come back, please tell that I have went to washroom....


When I back from washroom, the interviewer is just in the room already...haiz...leave her a bad image and I keep on apologize for my "sudden disappear"..T^T...and it's time for interviewer ask me question already..Obviously, she remember me...Just because I did something that impress her soooooo much...If you have read my previous blog, you may know what is happened before...haiz...same answer, she said she will call me in coming days...


After that, the interview session is finish and I quickly go and find my father as my father can't enter to office and is waiting for me outside the office and that day is freaking hot...Although I feel bit suck after interview (since like screw up), but when my father noticed that I have comes out, his smile, his warm smile made me smile also and forgot my bad feeling quickly....=)


During Monday, I received call from that company and told me that they have no problem to adopt me (as I told them, I do not have anymore backup plan)..For sure, I thanks God a lot!!!!!!They request me to start my internship early and I said no problem to her..I just sent her an acceptance letter to fill up (it'r procedure)...When I call her to confirm whether she receive or not, she asked me why the acceptance letter there is states the internship is start from 28of May ( I have been asked to start from 14 of May)...I apologize for my mistake and ask her whether can send her later or not and she said no problem....


Then I just called my advisor since that acceptance letter is template that given by the faculty...I asked my advisor whether the date can be change or not and confirm with her whether I can start earlier or not...I remember that we are allowed to start earlier, but for save, I just ask my advisor...haiz, my advisor is even more blur than me...She said she has to ask the committee and tell you by next day...Oh sh*t!!!!I just said no problem to the company and  my advisor such not sure...haiz...then I just call to that company and ask whether I can send the acceptance letter by next day or not and I also asked her, if I not allowed to start earlier will they still adopt me...Her voice a bit change and ask me that just now I SAID NO PROBLEM???...I quickly explain because I nervous already...I tell that there is some communication problem between me and faculty (consider also right??!!).and in the half way...I come out with an English sentence--" I willing to start earlier."( we are talk in chinese)...and finally the call is end with "then tomorrow confirm with me"....haiz...I am very sorry with that...really!!!


The next day, I call her to confirm that I can start internship earlier, but her voice is heard like already annoyed with me...=(....Thats why I am soooo worry now....I have give a such bad image for her before I start my internship.....But, I declare that, I will work hard to prove myself!!!!!!!!


This sem is really stress me a lot...but as what mentioned just now, life is getting tough ...LOL...I will start my internship on 14 of May, week right after I finished exam...well, after finish exam, I have to meet with my FYP supervisor for the next day...I really hope that I can go back my home as earlier as possible..I will move to KL on 12 of May and I need to check my car before I drive it to KL (It's needed, long travel and i will stay in KL for 3.5 month...).....


Time really fies, it's my turn to do FYP---Final Year Project...I entered Kampar in year 2009 May and start my uni life...and now it's May 2012, almost the last year for me to pursue....sooooooooooo  fast...from a 17++ young girl to a 20++ "half  mature" girl...LOL.....hope all will go smooth..PLEASE LET ME PASS THE EXAM!!!!


The song that is play in this blog---OST of Dream High I (Korean drama) is so nice meaningful!!!It's spreading positive energy!!!

I dream high~~~I can fly high~~~go and check it out!!!!...strongly recommended!!!!

It's now 3.59am now...nitez my blogger readerss!!LOL....

Almost the End of March~~~空虚

It's 27th of March already. Time pass sooo fast. Maybe my life in this month is full and busy with those lovely assignmentsss, so I just feel like空虚……Is my life too empty??..I think yes. This month I went for few interview and those interviewers asked one of the question: Did you join any club or society in campus??Why you didn't join. Haiz, just because of my laziness and my homesick~~ I'm really too weak in presenting....Yesterday, I went for interview with my friends. I'm actually quite not happy with interview experience today, not being dissatisfied with the experience that going interview with my friend, no, I enjoy and this appreciate this. What I dissatisfied is that, I can't really give a good opinion. Ya, no right or wrong for the question being asked by the interviewers. But just what I answered is really too bad, maybe I'm not prepared for the interview, and I think it's excuse for me only. When the interviewer asked me, what would you like to gain from our company, do you guys know what I answered?..My friends has told what they hope to learn which is related to their interest and me, really should bang onto the wall. If you know about me, you may know that I have no specific interest and I do not know what should I do in the future. I answered that, I would like to learn something that is related to the future, and the interviewer asked me, then what is you interest about your future since your friend has told me their interest...I TOTALLY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO ANSWER. then i just crapped there...T^T..and the next interviewer also asked me this question. It is a event company, they travel a lot for roadshow and campaign, and she told me that a girl told her before why she wanna join because she love travel...This is what she told me before ask me that question and when she ask me, I just tell the that I would like to learn how to manage an event and love to travel also. My interview time is the shortest among my friend and one of my friend actually asked the interviewer about our presentation(he is the last that being interview by that manager)...I think he has get a bad opinion from that interviewer, he just tell me that, the interviwer said I'm repeating the same thing that she told me. Ya, it's truth and it is actually bad. Haiz~~~I really have to improve..

I'm went for 8EV also to try to get an walk in interview chance but big company actually need to follow the procedure. I admit I'm wrong, I shouldn't just bring along resume and ask for interview, people in such company have no time to deal with us without any appointment, their time is pack. Me and my friend is actually asked by the manager there: Why we do like this, the basic thing that PR practice--follow with them(public) also can't achieve, meet without any inform before. Give me a reasonable answer, if I accept it only I will interview you. We are totally scared and shocked and finally we didn't interview by her. I'm so sorry for my mistake, and I will bear in mind about this..

The most "memorable" interview is being interviewed by MYFM. MyFm and Astro is the place that I planned to work for after I graduated. I really can't realize that I have that chance to be interview there, because it's my dream. Well, I get in happy mood too early already, They haven;t reply me yet. It's already 3 weeks time till this coming Friday from the day I went for interview. Haiz~~

This March is really tired~~~

抗压绝缘体……damn!!!

I don't know how long can I stand for...I very tired ar!!!There is nothing can make me smile happy and laugh happily recently....I never happy before since this sem start....I feel so lonely....I don't know how to release out my feeling right now...feel so bad....why????????????..Can I go home??

New Year,New Start...Destiny

2011 is already became history for a month already, but it seems like yesterday thing. There are many things happened during last year, both happy and sad. This is destiny. We can't change anything. So what can I do?...Accept it and remind myself don't do stupid things in this whole new year la..XD...

May be it's a bit late for me to wish you guys happy new year for both year(dragon) and new year 2012. CNY is come so fast this year and also end very soon. Therefore, now is the time for us to stay more stronger and positive in order to face barriers that are waiting for us!!!!...During CNY, I have watched a TV program that is talking about the luck of horoscope during this year. What is told by this TV program is quite accurate. For me, I not trust it for 100% but it's really accurate!!!..That sifu said, Gemini will experience a whole new life in this year. Haha, really a new life for me to go campus without car sticker. She also said I will meet new friends. True..haha..I met quite many new friends this semester. All of these, I believe that, are destiny. 

Well, in this whole new year, let's us fighting!!!!...Tomorrow will be better day..-)

生日

刚才收拾抽屉时，看回朋友们送我的礼物……好多东西浮现在我脑海里……

今年的生日……和以前不一样，因为我不是一个人过得……虽然以前有着很多在facebook上的祝福也有朋友替我庆祝过，但是没今年来的特别的……现在才来说我的生日……太迟了吧？……还好啦~~至少我还来得及把回忆转化为文字来收藏……

今年收了三个蛋糕……第一个蛋糕时来得特别的搞笑~~因为在蛋糕出现之前我已经知道了他们的计划—我可爱的housemate们……哈哈……就无意间在那只猪的房间玩着他的电脑时，他的fb有人找他……就在那把电脑抢回去的一瞬间，看到了几个字，几个关键的字……整个计划就被我猜透了~~为了让他们有时间准备，猪把我赶走了……没关系~~也好……本想先把衣服洗干净后和就可以和他们一起度过我人生20岁的第一刻……可是就是手脚慢，洗到一半他们就敲我房门咯……哈哈……他们就是这么的搞笑……捧着一个融了一半的冰淇淋蛋糕从楼下走来到我房间，真的凡走过比留下痕迹……每走一步，就流下一滴冰淇淋……你们真的超搞笑的说！！！不过没关系…我就是喜欢你们够搞笑……这个蛋糕是令我笑得最开怀的蛋糕！！！！！谢谢你们^^

第二个蛋糕，来得惊喜……当时的我很emo……想着一些有的没的~~而且很老实的讲一句，我没想过他们—我的coursemate会送我蛋糕……虽然上课时，有怀疑过他们，可是那种念头很快就消失了……然后又回到自己的世界，继续幻想有的没的，等待着电话和面子书……可是电话始终没响过，也没有出现在我面子书中~~也不要想太多……我是在等一个中学同学的电话……和那个朋友蛮好的说~~就算了吧……就在我跟那只猪在诉说着我的烦恼时……电话来了，跑回家后……真的吓了我一下……这就是所谓的惊喜咯=）不过，很对不起的……在那一刻虽然很感动，可是，当时的我真的很emo，想了很多东西，一下调不回来……脸色有点不好看……不好意思…………可是真的很谢谢他们……因为这个蛋糕真的是令我最惊喜的~~……谢谢你们……

第三个蛋糕时来得最自然的……跟我相熟的老朋友和着茶，突然一个蛋糕从我旁边出现……不会很惊，但很喜……哈哈……他们的用心……深深的印在我的心……其中一个朋友，他算是最懂我的吧……以前我们曾住在一起，也很老实的说一句，曾经与一段时间很讨厌他……不要问为什么……因为以前是自己想不通~~不过都过去了……他现在是我在他们之中接触最多的那个……对他真的有点愧疚……他在我生日时都不会忘了我的礼物……可是在他生日时，他的礼物我都没准备……我人都不在怡保,而且他的生日都在我忙得不可开交的日子……真的很对不起！！……他送我的礼物，都很特别的……卡片里的都是一些一针见血的话……可能大家一起生活过……他所说的……真的真的超窝心的！！！！……维玲，多亏你，我的笑容现在是公认的灿烂……XP

朋友们，谢谢!!!!！！！

家人们！！！谢谢你们！！！

我回来啦……太久没来留言了……

不知不觉，已经开学了快一个月了……空虚……这学期有够力的咯……开学会去第一天就撞到一个小弟弟，真的吓死我了！！还好那小弟弟没事，在我跑去他旁边之前他已经爬起来了……我当下真的慌了……一直问他，你有弄伤哪里吗？头有受伤吗？要去看医生吗？把你电话给我吧 ……那小弟弟一直说没事~不需要……他说要去朋友家，我也就去看了他几次……他都说没事，那我才放心店，不然我的日子真不好过……

衰开有条路~~隔天我就食物中毒了……睡到半夜，甜得很的时候，醒了一下，肚子有点不舒服，还以为肚子饿了……怎么知道，突然间那种感觉来了—〉把晚饭吐出来了T_T……当我以为吐完就会没事的时候，又来了……饭吐完了，就吐水、黄疸水……跑完出来了！！吐没关系，可是在那天吐真的有关系……那天是我考MUET的大日子叻~本以为能撑到考完就去看医生……可是想下想下，万一在考试途中有吐呢？……还是去看医生吧……吐了四、五次，整个人软掉了……真的有车也没用……只好找救兵救救我~~在等待考试的时候才真的辛苦……由于看完医生还在吐，所以就连水也不敢喝，而且当时不懂为什么发烧了……在等待期间，水不能喝，体温也随着升高……说真的，当时除了累，真的什么紧张也没有~好不容易考完了，真想回去躺在床上，实在是不舒服到一个点~又要等那守时的巴士~~总共被那不舒服的感觉折磨了几个小时……回到去，吃了两口面包就睡了~一直到晚上吃多两口面包，吃药就睡了~当时才7点多而已，就那样睡到天亮了~到了第二天，真的超无力的打电话回家求救……就这样，爸爸--我的超人，把我给接回家了~~

回家后，家人的百般照顾……可以说没事了~~可是就在你以为没事的这个时候，往往事情又发生了！！这次不是吐，是泻~~一小时不懂上了多少次厕所~泻得有够无力的~~爸爸永远是那么的细心,反而妈妈还呼呼大睡~~爸爸心疼的脸,我还记得很清楚~他叫我进医院，可是我就是不肯~~爸爸的细心感动了我……你们知道的，我是用水做的，泪就很自然流出来了~~爸爸擦掉我的眼泪说，不要就不要啦，别哭了~~他以为我怕痛了……爸爸，其实不是的~~

我跟爸爸，比起父女，比较像buddy吧~~爸爸，跟我的沟通方式，真的比较像朋友~~而且是疼我的朋友哦~~他很能讲笑~~也会听你的心事，看你要不要告诉他罢了~突然间好想他~~